Retrospectively Speaking
I’ve seen quite a few post on various sites from people I know this last week putting things in prospective. On some level I enjoy reading these. I enjoy hearing about my peer’s, acquaintance’s, and friend’s achievements and successes for the year.
Though, on another level it bothers me, and it bothers me that it bothers me. Being Jealous, or whatever, feels so immature at my age.
I guess it’s just a feeling of being lapped. Seeing other people relatively my age (or younger) doing big, important things; being functioning members of this crazy world.
I’m glad people are winning the race, but it still causes mixed feelings when somedays I don’t think I’ll even finish.
